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[Jul. 11th, 2009|12:02 am] |
Uncle Charlus came to see me today. If I agree to move in with him I may be out of the rehabilitation center within the week. It's never easy to face up to your own faults but I'm feeling a fucklot better about life now than I can remember feeling any time recently.
It's good to suss out who your real friends are and who has been holding you back all this time.
Oh, and Sirius, Uncle Charlus said you could come see me if you want, when I get there. And you know that old cloak of dad's that I loaned to you. I'd like it back. After the fire s'the only thing of his I have left.
I really miss him. I wish he could see me now and be proud. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2009|03:38 pm] |
Gaius,
You made it very clear when you gave me my journal that if you caught me using any secret codes you'd take it from me and break both my hands. Does that rule apply to Peter? Because it should. It's just like you told me, they are conspiring and it's fucking pathetic. Look at his journal. He's sending messages to Remus by writing things where the first letter of each sentence is part of a word.
Now all of them can go FUCK themselves.
James. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2009|07:06 pm] |
I have thought long and hard about some serious things the past few days. It isn't easy for me to admit that I might have done something wrong, or that I was being a poncey idiot by trying to do every damn thing my own way. But I'm a big enough man to fix what I can now.
Starting with my sham of a marriage. I feel like an annulment is the only sensible thing to do. I shouldn't need to divorce Lily when our marriage should never have been legal in the first place. It's a crock and a bloody shame. Can't believe I was willing to end the line of pureblood Potters over something as asinine as Hogwarts love.
It's like the word responsibility wasn't in my fucking vocabulary. |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2009|02:12 pm] |
I have a journal now but I'm sure everyone knows how this works. There's not much I can say. I'm not dead, so that's a step in the right direction. I can't read wards so there's no point in them and if I don't respond it's because I can't see it.
I am seeing lots of things more clearly now though. I thought this place would be complete bullshit but it turns out maybe I did have a few things wrong. Who'd have thought? |
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[May. 27th, 2009|08:41 pm] |
What the FUCK? THE FUCK?
Redefining my marriage? Fuck that and fuck every last one of you!
Lils.
You have any white dresses that fit, love? |
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[May. 23rd, 2009|08:31 pm] |
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Worst case of the stomach flu I've ever had. Think it must have been those boxties I bought on the street. No more carnie food. |
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[May. 16th, 2009|06:38 pm] |
Private to Lily.
If you wanted to talk about this, running off to a pub first thing is a lousy way to go about it. |
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[May. 15th, 2009|09:57 am] |
So a taco isn't a fruit. Who knew?
Private to Marlene and Moony.
On a scale of one to kicking a puppy, how much trouble are we in? |
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[May. 14th, 2009|04:01 pm] |
Private to Moony:
I know you're depressed. Please come to the grocery with me? I will buy you delicious fruits if you do. |
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[May. 8th, 2009|03:21 pm] |
Sirius.
Furzedown Furzedown Furzedown
How fucking big is Furzedown?
Because they've got Moony and Marlene. I can't
I can't even begin to tell you but shitfuckingtwathell we have to find them. A basment. Some basement in fucking Furzedown.
Private to self.
I can't let Lily hear and if Marlene and Remus don't-- I should not be listening
but they might
FUCK.
Sirius.
We've got to leave now. |
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[May. 5th, 2009|09:42 pm] |
Dung, Carlotta, Ioan, Leon:
I'm taking a chance on you lot so please don't let me down. I can't give you any information beyond this, but if in one hour you could sneak to just outside of the west side of Hogsmeade and create a distraction (I'm thinking a series of as many harmless explosions as possible and maybe some fire) it would be seriously appreciated. I'll be out there as well though you might not see me. As soon as you see anyone that looks like a patrol get the fuck out of there fast. If you know anyone very very very very trustworthy, feel free to pass this along, and for Merlin's sake, where a mask or a cloak or a costume or something. Don't get yourself recognized over this.
Marlene and Remus:
I'm back. Meet me at the tunnel as soon as you can because I'm going to need to get back out again. It's a damn good thing I still have so many fireworks left over from Guy Fawkes Day... |
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[May. 5th, 2009|06:03 pm] |
Private to Sirius, Remus, Lily and Marlene:
I'm going back out. I don't want to try it too often cause I was always convinced Dumbledore could see us under the damn thing and I don't want Voldemort spotting me before I can get back with what Mary and Elsie need.
I haven't heard back from Damo, but is there anything any of you can think of for burns? I'm going to a muggle hospital and I'm going to steal whatever I can get my hands on and once we're all out of here I'll send them a check or something. We don't have time to get fussed about morality at the moment and I'm sure they've got more somewhere.
They can't die. We can't let them die. |
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[May. 4th, 2009|12:58 pm] |
Moony and Mars.
Didn't get a chance to say it last night but I'm sorry about Doc. I know he was like extra family and well-- I'm just sorry. If you need anything let me know.
Order.
I know it's a shit time for this but we can't just let Ted and Doc and Albus go without any sort of memorial. It hasn't mattered what happened before we've given every last person a send-off and this isn't gonna be any different.
I figure tonight is as good a night as any but I dunno where we should meet. The Great Hall is taken, not everyone can get into the Gryffindor Common Room... Would anyone have any objections to the Divination Classroom? At least it's private. |
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[Apr. 29th, 2009|02:23 pm] |
Private Team Furry Little Problems:
So since Lils and I are staying in the house 90% of the time anymore we figured we might as well be of some fucking use. If you've got any extra listening devices that need to have an ear kept on them why don't you go head and owl them over?
I know it'd make her feel a fuckload more useful if she could do something other than cook. Speaking of... how about dinner this weekend? Couple time and such, except I'll invite Sirius because... well, you know. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2009|04:27 pm] |
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( Order. ) |
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[Apr. 27th, 2009|10:00 am] |
Order.
I know shit's been crazy but we've still got all this stolen stuff to distribute and we might as well get it to the people! I figure it's safer if we do it in pairs in lots of different places so the Death Eaters don't somehow show up and catch us all at once. If anyone who's up for it comments here I'd be happy to figure out pairs and places and crates. The sooner it gets done the better. |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2009|03:44 pm] |
Private to Sirius, Pete, Lily and Caradoc:
Regarding house warming gifts:
Waterbed or trampoline? Also, Sirius, you are chipping in and going with me to buy the waterbed/trampoline-- both will need to be extensively tested I think. Are you busy now? |
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